song i couldn't stop playing lately.

"If I couldn't have you I'd rather be alone."

纯粹

有人说当神关了你一扇门，就会为你打开另一扇窗。
感谢祂当初关闭了我 Accounting 的门，不然我都不会知道原来我这么喜欢 Marketing。

那件事，我终于想通了。真的真的想通了。
最近好事接踵而来，也很有动力读书。
加油，为了自己。:)

i'm still alive.

Oh hi my blog is not dead yet. Just submitted the last assignment of this semester few days ago! NEVER FELT THIS RELIEVED BEFORE. Kei and I always wanted to go to the city together but we never have the chance.. until last weekend! :D Too bad we didn't take many photos because we're too busy eating LOL.

The famous street art in Melbourne!
I think I look less chubbier now, but I'm still chubby, but less chubbier than when I was in M'sia, but then I'm still chubby.
CHUBBYCEPTION.

I brought her to my favourite cafe! Sensory Lab! :D Now she's addicted to the coffee there too. 

I'm really glad that I met Kei! Honestly I never expect I could find a good friend here, thought I'm going to be a loner again. We have so much in common until I started to think that she's my sister in my last life hahaha. She's a sensitive person too, which is why she understands everything I tell her. Because last time I often find that people don't understand what I'm talking about.. they don't understand my feeling/they think it's just a small matter so they just ignore me. :( She's two years older than me but obviously there's no generation gap between us! She's that person I can tell everything to and we have endless topics. Couldn't imagine my life in Berwick without her. I hope she won't move to Clayton next year.. :(

Finals is just around the corner. 2 weeks left. To be exact, 13 days left. Really hope I could do well this time. Gotta get ready for class, bye!

刷大牙

刷大牙乐队今天又扫了一个冠军回来。我像傻婆酱，比赛前帮他们紧张，手心都流汗了；知道他们赢了之后，一个人在房间里跳来跳去。很想很想再回到比赛的时候。现在看到他们的照片，都觉得很陌生了。还是刷大牙，只是觉得自己不是一份子了。

很想念喊口号的时候
很想念国赛
很想念在 Wisma Belia 那段恐怖又好笑的日子
很想念早上练习后在上课的时候趴在桌子上睡觉
很想念上海（我变态的 room mate 叶淑恩和奶黄包）
很想念 packing 到晚上的时候 （累到在上海酒店的走廊睡觉，哈哈）
很想念我的 trumpet 663450（不知道她现在过得怎样了，希望她现在的主人会好好珍惜她）
很想念 band camp 下午在地上铺纸皮睡午觉
很想念出场前一刻大家都很团结的时候
很想念 indoor 在 percussion solo 的时候转过头去看他们很 yeng 很专心的样子
很想念在其他 band 欺负我们的时候我们维护自己人的感觉
很想念被骂 这个没有想念 XD

如果要写的话三篇都写不完。还是为你们感到骄傲，Colourguard 进步到像神酱。希望在国赛看到你们自信满满的样子。Pancaragam Ush, Swadaya Can!

homesick.

I'm having Financial Management mid sem test tomorrow. I'm gonna spend the rest of today doing revision, hopefully I can do well. I bought the flight tickets, 1 month+ until the day I go back. Whenever I'm stressed up, like today, I miss home. Isn't it wonderful when you're back at home, hungry and your mom is already preparing food for you?  My situation: back to my place after a long, cold & tired day, looking at the dirty kitchen and thinking what to eat when my tummy is already growling. Or waiting at the bus/train station and shivering alone. It's okay, it's a part of growing up they said. I just have to be tough. Of course I know I'm very lucky that my parents sent me overseas to study, but there are hard times for me too. A girl can be independent and manja at the same time right?

Sigh, why am I starting my grandmother stories again? Wish me luck for my test tomorrow, I need a spoonful of them. 

小石头

就好像手里紧紧地握着一颗小石头。它的尖角有时会割到你流血。很痛很痛，痛得你半夜睡不着，痛得你哭；可是你就是放不开。你相信这石头一定也喜欢在你的手里；因为它没有挣扎，没有逃脱。可你比谁都明白，这石头是没有生命的。但你还是放不开，还是紧紧握着。就连你自己也不知道，到底你对这颗小石头有什么期望。

short update.

Collage of my instagram photos. Find me on instagram: junekweh. :)

I've been eating trashy foods these days. Because they're easy to prepare, do not require much ingredients and fast! Have to stop it though, need to start preparing healthy meals like how I did before. My mom's gonna kill me if she knows how many packets of instant noodle I had last week while rushing assignment. :s I  miss home-cooked foods! Good news is that I'm going back to M'sia during my semester break! It's exactly two months from now onwards. :) You have no idea how much I miss my family. Everyone thinks I'm enjoying here, but sometimes it's not easy. 

6 weeks to go until finals. I'm gonna aim high this time, and make sure I achieve my target. I have to stop wandering around Credit/Pass/Fail. I'm better than this. Wish me luck! :)